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jim elliot said...
he is no fool who gives what he cannot keep to gain what he cannot lose.
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about me
jambo. jina langu ni
clay noe.
i'm 29. i like chai, missions, adventure sports, curry, democracy, text messaging, hiking, a good hoodie, my church and kentucky basketball.
i do not like olives, injustice, dumb drivers, golf, liars, wearing suits for prolonged periods of time, or duke basketball.
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sitting in a music studio in nashville while tracks are being recorded.
solos. instrumentals. bgv's. stacking. engineering. producing. punching. pro tools.
pretty interesting.
on fathers day of 2001, i met a family that i haven't forgotten and i've been thinking about them today. during the first night of my practicum host church's anniversary crusade, i was asked to counsel with a mother and her seven year old son. the mother had short, jet black hair and worn, leathery skin. tears were slowly rolling down her dry, cracked cheeks while her son, fidgeting with his two-sizes-too-small sweater and keeping as close to his mother as possible, had an emotionless face and wouldn't look at me in the eye. when we sat down in the red plastic chairs in the corner of the room, i asked her how i could help her. she started weeping and telling me how her eighteen year old male neighbor had sexually molested her little boy. i ended up visiting them at their flat several times. we took hampers (boxes of food) and would go back and counsel with them. often during church services, the mother would sit silently in the congregation and cry, yearning for her family to be made whole again. i went by their house during my last week in durban to say goodbye. i was met at the door by the little boy who just a few months earlier wouldn't look me in the eye. now he was smiling and reached up to give me a hug. after a brief conversation the mother once again had tears flowing down her face, but these were tears of joy not tears of sorrow. not only were they being healed, but her husband - the little boy's father - had accepted Christ. i wonder where they are now.
it's official. i'm going be an uncle again. yeah!!!!!
for the past 50 consecutive minutes i've been sucked into the black hole otherwise known as the tv guide channel. pathetic.
i finally got my 2006 franklin covey refill kit today.
however, my first set of netflix dvd's are still MIA. they were supposed to be here on thursday, 19 january, but nope.
boo...
it's been a beautiful day in the world of college basketball. just look at these scores:
#9 pittsburg - 50 st. johns - 55
#2 florida - 76 tennessee - 80
#3 uconn - 71 #15 louisville - 58
kentucky - 80 south carolina - 78
i'm obviously very happy that kentucky won that game. but i'm even more excited at this:
#1 duke - 84 georgetown - 87
oh yeah, baby! georgetown kicked duke butt!!! woo-hoo!!!
i don't especially enjoy talking on the phone. most of the time i prefer to email or text message. but tonight was an exception. three friends and i talked on the phone for about an hour via conference call. two of them (who are married to each other) recently came back to the states from visiting her family who lives abroad. the trip could have turned out an absolute disaster because of different reasons, but it didn't. it turned out better than anyone - or at least we - could have imagined. while they were telling us about how everything unfolded, he said "seasons change man. i kept saying that we'll just have to keep praying about it and let God handle everything." he's right. seasons do change. 2005 was a hard year for me - specifically the last three months of the year. but the season has changed. the first month of this year is turning out to be better than the last three months of last year combined. and it's not just like this for me. it's like this for the other three friends too. now i can't wait to see what the rest of the year has to bring. you know how you have a song in your head that won't go away? the song "seasons change" by crystal lewis has been stuck in my head for about a week now. when he said "seasons change man" on the phone tonight, i got chill bumps. here are the lyrics: Are you going through a dry spell Yes I've been there before Where the trees are slowly withering Where their roots cry out for more Where the desert floor is dry and cracked No clouds hand in the sky No winter rain or spring it seems No change in sight
But seasons change And then they pass No way to know how long they'll last I'd love to know the reason why But God knows Seasons change
Are you going through a dry spell I've been there a time or two Where life seems to stay the same for awhile You want to change but don't know how to It's the place where you feel empty inside Can't put your finger on the need I look at God and see what I want to be I look at me and see what I am
But seasons change And then they pass No way to know how long they'll last I'd love to know the reason why But God knows Seasons change
Are you going through a dry spell I was there awhile ago Now I've come to a place where the rain falls Where the trees bear fruit and grow Where I find a refuge in my God It's a place of surrender I know I look at God and see what I want to be He looks at me and sees His own

 edgar allen poe. cognac and roses left on his grave (again) by the mysterious visitor. The officers were satisfied. My manner had convinced them. I was singularly at ease. They sat, and while I answered cheerily, they chatted of familiar things. But, ere long, I felt myself getting pale and wished them gone. My head ached, and I fancied a ringing in my ears: but still they sat and still chatted. The ringing became more distinct: --It continued and became more distinct: I talked more freely to get rid of the feeling: but it continued and gained definiteness --until, at length, I found that the noise was not within my ears. No doubt I now grew very pale; --but I talked more fluently, and with a heightened voice. Yet the sound increased --and what could I do? It was a low, dull, quick sound --much such a sound as a watch makes when enveloped in cotton. I gasped for breath --and yet the officers heard it not. I talked more quickly --more vehemently; but the noise steadily increased. I arose and argued about trifles, in a high key and with violent gesticulations; but the noise steadily increased. Why would they not be gone? I paced the floor to and fro with heavy strides, as if excited to fury by the observations of the men --but the noise steadily increased. Oh God! what could I do? I foamed --I raved --I swore! I swung the chair upon which I had been sitting, and grated it upon the boards, but the noise arose over all and continually increased. It grew louder --louder --louder! And still the men chatted pleasantly, and smiled. Was it possible they heard not? Almighty God! --no, no! They heard! --they suspected! --they knew! --they were making a mockery of my horror!-this I thought, and this I think. But anything was better than this agony! Anything was more tolerable than this derision! I could bear those hypocritical smiles no longer! I felt that I must scream or die! and now --again! --hark! louder! louder! louder! louder!
"Villains!" I shrieked, "dissemble no more! I admit the deed! --tear up the planks! here, here! --It is the beating of his hideous heart!"
- the tell-tale heart
ok, i'm not for sure how i feel about putting tongues on tees. part of me thinks it's great while another part of me thinks that it just might be on the side of blasphemy. a lot of Christians are way too serious and should lighten up some. on the other hand, i don't know that we need to be jovial about tongues. although in all honesty, how many times have you heard people say "who-stole-a-my-honda" or "shoe-my-tie" and then everybody break out into laughter? is it hypocritical to put on a tee what we've joked about for years?
if you want to check out the site where these tees can actually be purchased, then you can click here.
call ryan call amanda check voicemail check on outstanding jobs so many things to do but it's after midnight it's too late now
i could check my voicemail but i don't want to there may be a message that would cause me to think more than i all ready am i need to go to sleep it's not too late now
why is it that when you finally lay down in bed at night that you remember everything you needed to do today? or needed to do yesterday? why do i feel like i'm so far behind? is it too late to ask?
my pastor has a saying that i love: "it's a sin to be good when God has called you to be great". when i read this portion of a sermon that dr martin luther king jr gave at ebenezer baptist church in atlanta on 4 february 1968, i thought it was a perfect tribute.
"And so Jesus gave us a new norm of greatness. If you want to be important—wonderful. If you want to be recognized—wonderful. If you want to be great—wonderful. But recognize that he who is greatest among you shall be your servant. That's a new definition of greatness.
And this morning, the thing that I like about it: by giving that definition of greatness, it means that everybody can be great, because everybody can serve. You don't have to have a college degree to serve. You don't have to make your subject and your verb agree to serve. You don't have to know about Plato and Aristotle to serve. You don't have to know Einstein's theory of relativity to serve. You don't have to know the second theory of thermodynamics in physics to serve. You only need a heart full of grace, a soul generated by love. And you can be that servant."
earlier i heard a lady on tv talking about the seven wonders of her world and i was inspired to comprise the seven wonders of my world too. so here you go...
1. hluhluwe-umfolozi game reserve, south africa. i've been to several game parks in africa, but this is my favorite. you know you're having fun when you're on a three hour walking safari through the bush with a guide whose only english is "white rhino - climb tree quickly". we would come across animal poop and to help us identify which animal it came from, he would make the noise that the animal makes. only problem with that is that we didn't know the sound for water buffalo, giraffe or springbok.
2. sea of galilee, israel. simply beautiful. while we were staying at the kibbutz, i decided i would wake up early to go sit on the shore and watch the sunrise. i figured it'd be a great devotional time. only problem - before i realized it the sun rose behind my back. yeah, that's right.
3. polihale beach, kauai, hawaii. picture it: hawaiian beach with a friend, no sleeping bag, no tent, not enough driftwood for a fire, and a box of twinkies and a package of hot dogs. fun times!!!
4. eldoret, kenya. when i first flew into eldoret and walked into the airport, which by the way is an open air airport, i knew i was in for a treat. the crusades were special because it would rain and rain and rain hours before the services were to start and water would be standing all around, but the people came anyway and just stood in the water. they couldn't sit down. their feet were soaking wet. but they stood anyway to hear the story of Jesus. pretty awesome.
5. times square, nyc. i was there on business with a friend. it was a great trip because the "business" part of it was about 2 hours, but my employer sent me there for 5 days on an expense account. i love expense accounts! we met at newark airport and took a limo to our hotel in times square. by the time we got our stuff up to the room it was around 2am and we were so psyched to be there that we went exploring. it was a lot of fun... except getting hustled by the homeless dude at the sbarro. that wasn't pleasant. we did see carson daly, jay z, jerry o'connell and the presidents of the united states of america - all very randomly i might add. we were tourists to da max. yo.
6. dead sea, israel. it's pretty bad when you have to get rescued by the lifeguard in the dead sea. (just in case you didn't know, the salt content in the dead sea is so high that you always float on the water. you can lay on your side with no trouble and read a book - no joke.) the lifeguard said that we were getting too far out and would drift to jordan before too much longer. 7. umhlanga rocks, south africa. our first trip to the beach in south africa and it was great. it was the first time i'd been to the beach in over 10 years and i loved every second of it! one of the guys in our practicum was so paranoid with the great white sharks being in the water that he screamed when he saw a big patch of seaweed float by us. the people around us didn't appreciate that too much. (side note: he also started screaming at me one morning around 5am. he was in the bathtub and a cockroach was crawling up the side of the tub. he wanted me to kill it. i got him a flip-flop from my room and told him that he was a man and needed to kill his own bugs and not to wake me up at 5am anymore.)
 orange juice, grape juice, water, apples, peaches, tangerines, blackberries, strawberries, grapes, sprite, citrus salad, 7up
 this small, seemingly insignificant east African country is taking FRANCE to court! ahhh... i love africa!
 the head of j mart
am i the only one who didn't know this movie about jim elliott and nate saint is coming to the big screen on january 20?
so the conference is over now and i'm actually kind of sad. i've really enjoyed being here this week, being around friends and family, working at the church, running media shout during the services. it was a cool conference that went off with very few snags (although the fire alarms going off during praise and worship while we were singing "rain, lord" was something to chuckle about.)
tomorrow morning i get on a plane and head south. it's supposed to be 77 there tomorrow and that's just not right for january! i'm dreading going back, but i'm going back nonetheless.
ok, not really much to blog about today. that was a lie. i have a lot to blog about, but i'm bone tired and just don't feel like typing anymore.
lou rawls died, just in case you didn't know.
- earth, wind & fire greatest hits cd: $19 - a roundtrip ticket to hawai'i: $600 - hearing your pastor say from the pulpit "john wayne toilet paper is rough and tough and doesn't take crap off anybody": priceless
i had a dream last night that i met jennifer anniston. when i met her, i noticed that she was wearing a fake nose. so i pulled it off. weird. i guess that's the product of 5 hours sleep each night for the past several nights.
check this out.
 this is what i'm currently reading. only 718 pages to go. yeah!
last week we went to doris and david's house for lunch and to check on david because he just had surgery on his feet. they had to grind his toes and put steel rods through the middle of them. while we were eating, doris nonchalantly said, "his toes look like weiners." i almost spit out my food.
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